I'm 16

I'm feeling depressed nowadays.

I went service today pouring my heart out to God in prayers and I was assured that I'm specially chosen by God -- I'm selected, I'm precious. But, once I step out of church, I felt useless again. I can't help but think about the Damai netballers and the under 17 national players. They are 16 and I'm 16. They play netball and I play netball. Why is there so much difference? Why am I so useless compared to them? I can't help but to feel depressed.

I'm trying my best to work hard towards my goals. I don't want to regret when I grow up. I shall do this with the help of God. I can do all things through Christ who streghtens me.